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Friday, April 27, 2012

Bosan

Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Menatap kehadapan sedangkan di belakang aku masih happy seperti dulu...
Apa yg aku buat serba x kena... selalu dimarahi...
Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Harus aku berpura2 gembira, ketawa, senyum dikhalayak ramai...
Sedangkan di hati aku masih merasa sedih, dan kecewa...
Tapi sampai bilakah harus ini semua aku lakukan?
Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Bosan digelar "FOREVER ALONE",
Mungkinkah kerana kealpaan aku digelar sebegitu rupa?
Atau mungkin kerana aku selalu berseorangan?
Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Hidup bersendirian tanpa sesiapa disisi aku...
Merenung di tepi jendela melihat burung2 berkicauan,
Alangkah indahnyah jika aku mempunyai sayap,
Ingin sekali aku terbang jauh dari tempat aku tinggal,
Mencari kebahagian di pelosok lain,
Mencari kawan di pelosok lain,
Mencari kenangan baru di pelosok lain,
Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Memikirkan nasib aku disini,
Bagai melukut di tepi gantang,
SERIOUSLY??
Semakin hari aku semakin bosan,
Dipinggirkan oleh golongan yg tidak berapa suka akan aku,
Pernahkah aku menyebabkan hidup korang porak peranda?
Mengapa aku dilayan seperti budak tadika yg suka dibuli?
Aku manusia punya perasaan,
Sama seperti korang...
Ingatlah suatu masa dulu sehingga sekarang,
Akulah yg selalu menolong korang pabila pertolongan aku diperlukan,
Walaupun aku tidak mengharapkan sebarang balasan,
Hanya diri dihargai yg aku inginkan~
BOSAN~ BOSAN~ BOSAN~
Hmm... Tiada noktah~

Tuesday, April 24, 2012

I Need A Time Machine

Alone in the room that is more spacious than usual. I guess it's over. The story created by the two of us was also in vain. I can't believe it could crumble so easily. "One mistake, got a one regret..." Nobody perfect even if I try to say and hear it. The pain won't heal no matter what. Right now, if I could ride a time machine, I'll go to meet you. I wouldn't wish for anything else before the memories become distant and fleeting... I NEED A TIME MACHINE~ Time slows to a crawl when I'm by myself... The punishment for my mistakes is severe. The last words that you left behind, even now I can't stop re-playing the refrain. Well my still hurts.... "Just one mistake, just one regret..." I still love you selfishly. If I able to meet you passing through time and space even if it's heading to same conclusion, I'm sure there won't be any regrets left. Give me a time machine... I NEED A TIME MACHINE~!


Wednesday, April 18, 2012

These Street


I patiently waited for something to replace my dark
I got out of my bed cos I couldn’t sleep I took my car
It’s beautiful moonlit road tonight
I’ve got no one here by my side
I used to walk under these lights with you
And even if you left a long time ago
I miss you so
And even if you left a long time ago
I miss you so
And it’s hard to tell
If you ever come again
And it’s hard to tell
If you felt this for someone else
And it’s hard to tell
If you want to remember this
It’s hard to tell
I’ve always known
I was never your muse
Never looked at me the way I look at you
And you always that you love me more
But you never show it to me before
I’ll always know I was never your muse
And it’s hard to tell
If you ever come again
And it’s hard to tell
If you felt this for someone else
And it’s hard to tell
If you want to remember this
And it’s hard to tell
It’s hard cos you don’t come around anymore
I hope you find whatever is
You’re looking for
I hope you miss the streets like I do
Cos this is what love of me and you

Day By Day

When i open my eyes, there's sweet sunshine. With the fresh aroma of fruits all around and with a cup of my favourite mocha latte, I sit on this small terrace... And when i think of you... I start to smile unknowingly.. It feels like only good thins are going to happen. I CAN FEEL IT! We haven't asked each other if this is possible if we can love like this. But who cares? Like magic, i can't hide this feeling like I'm about to fly~ Day By Day.. my heart, I'll fill it with love, like your heart too... Like a soft cream, let's look upon each other, Please think only of the good things. Even if at times, well SOME THINGS may hurt my heart.If i just think of those wonderful memories of you. I can be happy... With a DARK square pencil.. Hold up! Are you writing my name? Your burning eyes that seem like it will make me melt down like an ice being hot by that stupid Bunsen Burner at school lab. Comes to my mind~ Let's walk along these streets together... 

Friday, April 13, 2012

Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release
Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known
Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen
I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't
Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Into The New World

I want to tell you even though the sad times have already past, close your eyes and feel. How you affect my mind and how you attract my gaze. Don't wait for a miracle, there's a rough roads in front of us with obstacle and future that can't be known. Yet, I won't change. I won't give up! Keep your love unchanging for my wounded heart. Looking in your eyes, no words are needed, time has stopped. I love you just like this. The longed end of wandering. I leave behind this world's unending sadness. Walking the many and unknownable paths, I follow a dim light. It's something we'll do together to the end, Into The World....  Feeling alone in this dark dark night. Your soft breath, this moment, warmly entwines me in your presence. I want you to know all my tremors. love you just like this. The longed end of wandering. leave behind this world's unending sadness. Walking the many and unknownable paths, I follow a dim light. It's something we'll do together to the end, Into Our World....

Thursday, April 12, 2012

Random Awesome


It all began at the show one weekendi was a friend of your cousin said"hey how you've been"And with your checkered shirt onAnd my Reebok shoes onLet's watch something randomturned to something awesome
And I smile I love no,I laugh happier somehowNo I don't know what is up with meI laugh too much recentlyNo, They don't know much about usWhen we're exchanging glancesWe'll figure out one day,what happened on your 24th birthday
It all began with a simple
confessionYou had an urge to kiss me andI was on the verge to miss youand it happen,nowe don't understandnoi won't even budgebefore we didn't hang out muchSo save me in your playlistso,You wont forget thisAnd if this dont quite go your wayYou'll still have me on replay
With your checkered shirt onAnd my Reebok shoes onLet's watch something randomturned to something awesome
And I smile I love no,I laugh happier somehowNo I don't know what is up with meI laugh too much recentlyNo, They don't know much about usWhen we're exchanging glancesWe'll figure out one day,what happened on your 24th birthday

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

2 Hari d Bukit Broga

Hi kepada pembaca blog aku...! Lame rasenya aku dh x update blog nie especially tumblr aku tu. ( https://www.tumblr.com/kyrelrosli ). oklah... rasa excited dan sedih pon adew nk citer...

Semuanya bermula pada 6 & 7hb April yg lepas.... Aku kemas barang sehari sblm tu... biasa lah suke wat last minit.. wat kite alert gituuu.. hehe.. dlm keluarga aku, aku ngn adik aku yg pegi kem tu.... n kawan2 aku ramai gak yg pegi... almost all my classmate pegi... perghhh.. DAEBAK! Pas jer solat JUMAAT... bermulalah hari yang paling menggembirakan hati aku nie.. mana taknya. aku nie jenis yang SUKA MENGEMBARA! dh lah seminggu sblm kem nie aku g kem.. 4 hari plak tu! bwh matahari terik... sampai skang kulit aku dh gelap.. kene botak lagi! siot!!!! arghhh!!!!! #kbye!


          Sampai jer kt skolah, aku cari kt mana kene beratur... dh terlambat... mula2 ingat aku sorang jer pakai baju Melayu sbb x sempat tukar, tapi nasib baik ade yg sama cam aku... lega gitu~~~ yg bestnyer my BFF MALCOLM SING & SYAZWAN SAADON pon pegi kem tu... XD 
bla bla bla naik bas sbb xnk buang mase lagi. masa dlm bas aku ttibe jer blur.. sbb migraine x elok lagi..   then xtau lah aku pengsan ke ttido.. tut tut dh sampai! first time aku dtg sini... SERIOUS SHIT! TEMPAT DIA MACAM KT SARAWAK! rasa nk jerit pon ade.. kahkahkah! sampai2 kiteorang minum ptg, then masok dlm dewan.. sesi perkenalan ngn faci2s yg dtg... pengacara dia (faci) nama ROZAIDI a.k.a. ABG RORO! haha... (mane lah dia dpt panggilan tu!) bagus gak dia nie... pandai amek hati org.. errr..... siot. name2 faci yg aku ingat>>> Shamim (baby BOB), Kak Yan, Kak Siti, Farhan, Am... tu jer aku ingat... =oo='' (garu kepala). dpendekkan citer kiteorang dibahagi ke 10 kumpulan... sume diminta sebut no. 1 sampai 10. then no. 1 stick when no. 1 so as the others... as usual aku last.. but this time i think its the luckiest number i got! pastu kite orang terima faci kumpulan masing... yg paling FEMES faci kt situ adelah SITI Robiatuladawiyah.. (ingatlak name panjang dia) XD hehe.. boleh lah muke dia macam dato' siti.. ramai tergila2 kt dia! haha... songal! TP x sangka team aku yg dpt dia... later kita berpecah ke tempat lain. ikut team utk ice breaking dlm kumpulan. mule lah perkenalkan diri.. aku ni dh lah pemalu.... tut tut kak siti panggil aku Dato' K.. hahahaha!!! siot jer.. Dipendekkan citer, mlm tu ade program pasal BM. sume ngantok n nk tido... haha.. sian Puan tu. ape mende dia ckp aku x phm. kol 11 abis. lame gak... TIME TO BED nie yg paling best.. hehe.. tidur dlm dorm.. biasa ah...budak2 memekak... dorang nie dari awal program nyanyi jer keje... aku plak x larat nk camtu, terus tido. zzzzzzzzzz........ pagi 7hb pukul 3.00 kiteorang bgn utk aktiviti mendaki BUKIT BROGA!!!!!!!!! nie yg syok nie! masalahnya aku sorang yg bgn lambat... dorang kate dorang kejutkan aku tapi aku tdo mati dan berdengkur.. huh! =oo="... aku apalagi. bgn pakai seluar, kasut dan terus kluar utk aktiviti memanaskan bdn.. sumpah ngantuk time tu! gelap plak tu! torchlight all by ourself! 4 pagi dh mule gerak naik bas ke tmpt dakian. time nie daki x ikut kumpulan tapi berpasangan (2 orang) me with BFF, Syazwan number 11 n 12... mmg best ah duk dpn2.. lame gak proses mendaki nie.. walaupun sejuk giler, tp berpeluh gak.. kiteorang sampai ke puncak lebih kurang pukul 6.14pagi... solat subuh atas bukit.. then wait for the sun to appear itself. mule lah sesi berfotoshoot kt bukit nie... (sume perasan model) XP hahahahha.... dont know when did the stranger ade kt atas nie sekali tp ramai plak!!! keluarlah si matahari dan ramailah yg mendaki bukit nie... makin sesak jerrrrr.... =oo=''... turun blk bukit. sampai dlm 8.45 pagi.  untuk last day nie, aktiviti dia paling best! treasure hunt! but team kene tukar lagi... this time aku n adik aku satu kumpulan. + my BFF pon ade.. team ni pon best gak... kiteorang mng tmpt pertama! thx for the all hardwork guys!!! XD yeah!!! but... from all that happiness, it became sad when it time to go home.. we'll separate with all the faci2s... felt like wanna add 1 more single day hanging out with them.. as for the closing, me n classmate gathered utk bergambar bersama faci2 as memory~